The pillow is my friend
when I lay down my head
voice a sob, shed a tear
longing to feel you near.
Winter shades color white before your eyes
the words you speak are only lies
but tell me now the truth
do I leave a void of any kind?
I see you turn around
I hear you walking out
and I wonder why
you didn’t say goodbye.
Summer shades sooth nothing on your mind
the words you speak are only lies
but tell me now the truth
do I leave a void of any kind?
Blind faith
I warmly embraced
vilified demons
and reveled in sin.
I was lost in a blind faith
until I saw
the dogma’s origin.
Faith won’t rest, faith won’t rust
faith won’t be undone
if you blindly trust
in an almighty one.
A history misinterpreted
a believe strong and unswayed
interpreted for power and gain
in malicious and manipulative ways.
The pages of history
forever stained
while all blindly believe
how it is ordained.
So wait to believe
wait to sin
wait until you know
believe’s origin.
Before it’s too late
and you get lost in blind faith.
vilified demons
and reveled in sin.
I was lost in a blind faith
until I saw
the dogma’s origin.
Faith won’t rest, faith won’t rust
faith won’t be undone
if you blindly trust
in an almighty one.
A history misinterpreted
a believe strong and unswayed
interpreted for power and gain
in malicious and manipulative ways.
The pages of history
forever stained
while all blindly believe
how it is ordained.
So wait to believe
wait to sin
wait until you know
believe’s origin.
Before it’s too late
and you get lost in blind faith.
Façade of religion.
Religious inventions
created by man for a glimmer of hope
all to ease the fear of dying
religious ascensions
to subject others and to enslave
to rise above by lying
religious intentions
to have a license to kill in the name of a god
to murder or to die trying.
Rise heathens and pagans
rise and unveil
the façade of religion
before it prevails.
The desire to die is much stronger
than all the desire for all of your lives
there is no escaping it now
only the true faith survives.
created by man for a glimmer of hope
all to ease the fear of dying
religious ascensions
to subject others and to enslave
to rise above by lying
religious intentions
to have a license to kill in the name of a god
to murder or to die trying.
Rise heathens and pagans
rise and unveil
the façade of religion
before it prevails.
The desire to die is much stronger
than all the desire for all of your lives
there is no escaping it now
only the true faith survives.
Peace of mind
She needs a face, she needs a fate
she’s searching but she cannot find
she needs a truth, she needs freedom
she needs a peace of mind.
She can't forgive, nor forget the past
she cannot feel but hurt
she needs to get up on her feet
and take her face out of the dirt.
She needs to conquer all her past
she needs some penance to begin
she needs to open heart and soul
and look from deep within.
She needs help, she needs a light
only then will she find
forgiveness for all past sins
and a peace of mind.
she’s searching but she cannot find
she needs a truth, she needs freedom
she needs a peace of mind.
She can't forgive, nor forget the past
she cannot feel but hurt
she needs to get up on her feet
and take her face out of the dirt.
She needs to conquer all her past
she needs some penance to begin
she needs to open heart and soul
and look from deep within.
She needs help, she needs a light
only then will she find
forgiveness for all past sins
and a peace of mind.
Fall
You have an alibi standing by
for all your deficiences
you do not face your negligence
your weakness shows
you are fooling yourself.
You are blind from all succes
deaf from all the praise
heavy from all the excess
it will bring you to your knees
you are hurting yourself.
You cry out in self pity
you feel insecure
you can never hide
you can never fight
you are killing yourself.
You have nothing
where you wanted it all
the pride is chasing you
you are running for a fall.
for all your deficiences
you do not face your negligence
your weakness shows
you are fooling yourself.
You are blind from all succes
deaf from all the praise
heavy from all the excess
it will bring you to your knees
you are hurting yourself.
You cry out in self pity
you feel insecure
you can never hide
you can never fight
you are killing yourself.
You have nothing
where you wanted it all
the pride is chasing you
you are running for a fall.
Crusade
You dig in desecrated graves
for a force of will to force upon me
there is no more innocence to spill
and a grave digger is all you’ll ever be.
Unless you join what I have made
you honour me, I’ll set you free
if you join me in the last crusade.
You’re too afraid to participate
and can’t get away from your crime
it’s so hard to keep your head up
when you’re falling all the time.
So give your trust and be saved
you honour me, I’ll set you free
if you join me in the last crusade.
Nothing in life comes for free
in the end you'll have to pay the price
and the time is coming near
can you hear the rolling of the dice?
The path to salvation is paved
you honour me, I’ll set you free
if you join me in the last crusade.
You stumble around in the dark
too blind to see there is light
you need to make some peace
but all you want is to fight.
So join me now, don’t be afraid
you honour me, I’ll set you free
if you join me in the last crusade.
Are you with me? Are you ready?
to taste the sweetness of the final victory?
don’t be afraid, it’s your fate
you’ll find honour and you’ll find dignity
you kill for me and I’ll set you free
in the turmoils of the last crusade.
for a force of will to force upon me
there is no more innocence to spill
and a grave digger is all you’ll ever be.
Unless you join what I have made
you honour me, I’ll set you free
if you join me in the last crusade.
You’re too afraid to participate
and can’t get away from your crime
it’s so hard to keep your head up
when you’re falling all the time.
So give your trust and be saved
you honour me, I’ll set you free
if you join me in the last crusade.
Nothing in life comes for free
in the end you'll have to pay the price
and the time is coming near
can you hear the rolling of the dice?
The path to salvation is paved
you honour me, I’ll set you free
if you join me in the last crusade.
You stumble around in the dark
too blind to see there is light
you need to make some peace
but all you want is to fight.
So join me now, don’t be afraid
you honour me, I’ll set you free
if you join me in the last crusade.
Are you with me? Are you ready?
to taste the sweetness of the final victory?
don’t be afraid, it’s your fate
you’ll find honour and you’ll find dignity
you kill for me and I’ll set you free
in the turmoils of the last crusade.
Agony
Agony I - Existence
I am looking, I am searching
I am sure I’ve opened my eyes
But I can't see you.
I am listening, I am paying attention
I am sure I’ve opened my ears
but I can't hear you
do you still exist?
I am feeling, I am running around
I take hold of all and then let go
but I can't feel you, I can't touch you
do you really exist?
I open my mouth, my tongue stays dry
I open my mind, my thoughts ask why
I can't taste you, I can't think of you
are you real?
Do we exist at all?
Or are we just an impasse of thought?
Agony II – Point of life
An obsolete illusion
a fear for things that are not
and never could be.
A common dream
a like for same old images
a shared fantasy.
I wander in my dream
not a person, just a silhouette
there’s no point in being real
if agony is all you’ll ever get.
Why should we learn when we forget?
Why should we sin and then repent?
There is no point of life
when we all die in the end.
We over-develope our consciousness
we think too much, we meditate
and with it kill the essence of life
and all our instinct will fade away.
We don’t know how to see
we don’t know how to free
the disbelief in you and me
what we get is what we see
only agony.
What lies between hope and despair?
The point of life...
but who cares?
Agony III – Nevermore
I had a new dream
and it revealed
my mind luciditized
and wasted agony.
The self-realization
that I have to start
to travel now
and find my heart.
We can escape
the agitation
and develope
our illusion.
Come to me
come and join
and I’ll show you
life’s point.
I am looking, I am searching
I am sure I’ve opened my eyes
But I can't see you.
I am listening, I am paying attention
I am sure I’ve opened my ears
but I can't hear you
do you still exist?
I am feeling, I am running around
I take hold of all and then let go
but I can't feel you, I can't touch you
do you really exist?
I open my mouth, my tongue stays dry
I open my mind, my thoughts ask why
I can't taste you, I can't think of you
are you real?
Do we exist at all?
Or are we just an impasse of thought?
Agony II – Point of life
An obsolete illusion
a fear for things that are not
and never could be.
A common dream
a like for same old images
a shared fantasy.
I wander in my dream
not a person, just a silhouette
there’s no point in being real
if agony is all you’ll ever get.
Why should we learn when we forget?
Why should we sin and then repent?
There is no point of life
when we all die in the end.
We over-develope our consciousness
we think too much, we meditate
and with it kill the essence of life
and all our instinct will fade away.
We don’t know how to see
we don’t know how to free
the disbelief in you and me
what we get is what we see
only agony.
What lies between hope and despair?
The point of life...
but who cares?
Agony III – Nevermore
I had a new dream
and it revealed
my mind luciditized
and wasted agony.
The self-realization
that I have to start
to travel now
and find my heart.
We can escape
the agitation
and develope
our illusion.
Come to me
come and join
and I’ll show you
life’s point.
Another day
Another day is coming closer
the clock is reaching six and twelve
I’m waiting for the dark to brighten
and I'm waiting for myself.
I'm trying to catch up to you
please don’t leave me here behind
I’m looking for a soul out there
but only darkness do I find.
Waiting for the day to break
after a disappointing yesterday
I don’t remember all I did
but I know that I will pay.
There is a lie in every truth
a thorn on every rose
but luckily the dark now brightens
another day is close.
the clock is reaching six and twelve
I’m waiting for the dark to brighten
and I'm waiting for myself.
I'm trying to catch up to you
please don’t leave me here behind
I’m looking for a soul out there
but only darkness do I find.
Waiting for the day to break
after a disappointing yesterday
I don’t remember all I did
but I know that I will pay.
There is a lie in every truth
a thorn on every rose
but luckily the dark now brightens
another day is close.
(Sweet caress) Never existed
So sweet caress, went by fast
Your soft touch, never long to last
like a noose on the end of a rope
you entered my soul and gave me false hope.
So sweet caress, never hope to last
you left me behind all alone and aghast
I cried out loud, I screamed and hurled
in a frame of mind not of this world.
Beautiful on the outside, decayed deep within
feel like a puppet, you pulling the strings
I was devoted to a body without a soul
searching for a way to make me whole.
Imperfect feelings, futile grief
the knowledge of a useless believe
as it all went on, the love became
day in day out, the same.
A dream so real before I wake
the cold of the fire makes me shake
love was a device against all solitude
now it is just a brief interlude.
So sweet caress, change of fate
change the way before it’s too late
destroy this illusion, face up to the lie
your frantic thoughts only a condemned cry.
Always searching for that one thing
I secretly longed for that something
Your soft touch, never long to last
like a noose on the end of a rope
you entered my soul and gave me false hope.
So sweet caress, never hope to last
you left me behind all alone and aghast
I cried out loud, I screamed and hurled
in a frame of mind not of this world.
Beautiful on the outside, decayed deep within
feel like a puppet, you pulling the strings
I was devoted to a body without a soul
searching for a way to make me whole.
Imperfect feelings, futile grief
the knowledge of a useless believe
as it all went on, the love became
day in day out, the same.
A dream so real before I wake
the cold of the fire makes me shake
love was a device against all solitude
now it is just a brief interlude.
So sweet caress, change of fate
change the way before it’s too late
destroy this illusion, face up to the lie
your frantic thoughts only a condemned cry.
Always searching for that one thing
I secretly longed for that something
but it never existed.
06.11.2009 - Daniël Luchies
Goodbye.
From my throat the sighs
as tears well in my eyes
I say farewell, my prettiest
to one exulted high
of women born the best
it’s the saddest of good-byes.
The world is rolling by
the dawn, the dusk, both nigh
I smell the rose, a geste
then drop it down in jest.
With many vows and sighs
my heart leaves you to rest
as I must confess
by thee I have been blessed
so I leave you now in misery
and all my wasted sighs
as I say again good-bye.
Tears drip from my eyes
from my throat the cries
a single rose on grave
lays from life bereft
why you had to die
I’ll never know the why’s
and all that is now left
a final sad good-bye.
as tears well in my eyes
I say farewell, my prettiest
to one exulted high
of women born the best
it’s the saddest of good-byes.
The world is rolling by
the dawn, the dusk, both nigh
I smell the rose, a geste
then drop it down in jest.
With many vows and sighs
my heart leaves you to rest
as I must confess
by thee I have been blessed
so I leave you now in misery
and all my wasted sighs
as I say again good-bye.
Tears drip from my eyes
from my throat the cries
a single rose on grave
lays from life bereft
why you had to die
I’ll never know the why’s
and all that is now left
a final sad good-bye.
In vain.
With autumn came strange flowers
some were new and some were old
shadows gathered in dusky twilight
as night dimmed sparkle of eye and gold.
Dimmed the face of my beloved
I tried to comfort you, to stay
so kissed your cheeks and kissed your lips
but much remained unkissed that day.
We gathered in our mourning deed
on the altar of dues, with wine and song
we saluted the death, all wise and pure
and saluted the living who did so wrong.
We layed there down to watch the stars
among the leaves that fell that day
the frosty air the flowers killed
but then again, life is that way.
Two stars from heaven fell that night
one for me and one for you
with twisted smile we watched them burn
for wished wishes won’t come true.
The gathering dawn made shadows flee
the peeking sun announced the day
on both our cheeks a single tear
which washed away in falling rain
a symbol of a love in vain
and so we parted ways...
Linger.
It lingered
on my lips
the soft touch
of the kiss
to have felt
and to have lost
only now
the linger
of the afterthought…
on my lips
the soft touch
of the kiss
to have felt
and to have lost
only now
the linger
of the afterthought…
Rain.
How does it feel, your deep pain?
How does it blow, your hurricane?
How does it fall, your stormy rain?
After it passes, does something remain?
Are you digging your hole deeper?
And waiting for rain?
Make the walls a bit steeper
So it won’t be in vain.
How does it change, your point of view?
How do they count, all the blessings?
Stop waiting for days that won’t come back
Take a good look at your life and stop guessing.
How does it blow, your hurricane?
How does it fall, your stormy rain?
After it passes, does something remain?
Are you digging your hole deeper?
And waiting for rain?
Make the walls a bit steeper
So it won’t be in vain.
How does it change, your point of view?
How do they count, all the blessings?
Stop waiting for days that won’t come back
Take a good look at your life and stop guessing.
Replica.
Am I unique?
Or just a duplicate?
Was I conceived?
Or made to be?
I don’t want to live
anonymously
filled with misery
of not knowing
wether I was growing
or just build to be.
Can you tell me
who am I?
Or just a duplicate?
Was I conceived?
Or made to be?
I don’t want to live
anonymously
filled with misery
of not knowing
wether I was growing
or just build to be.
Can you tell me
who am I?
Feint of heart.
My foundations quiver
as you tear my truth apart
I shiver
feint of heart.
Snow turns red
as innocence dies
the truth
is just a lie.
My dreams flee
as you tear my lies apart
I weep
weak of soul
and feint of heart.
Stay.
I hear the loud silence
it’s numbing my mind
I speak, I shout, I cry
in a one-way fight
you’re so far away
from making it right
still I plead: Stay
stay another night…
Stay, or I will never see you again
Stay, or we will come to an end
I run the hard memory
of your face, of your name
depleting my energy
clotting blood in my veins
I try to keep you at bay
but you’re so worth the prize
and so I plead: stay
stay for the night…
Stay, or we will never be mend
stay, or I will never see you again
stay, don’t go away
stay till the end…
it’s numbing my mind
I speak, I shout, I cry
in a one-way fight
you’re so far away
from making it right
still I plead: Stay
stay another night…
Stay, or I will never see you again
Stay, or we will come to an end
I run the hard memory
of your face, of your name
depleting my energy
clotting blood in my veins
I try to keep you at bay
but you’re so worth the prize
and so I plead: stay
stay for the night…
Stay, or we will never be mend
stay, or I will never see you again
stay, don’t go away
stay till the end…
Go on.
When somebody would leave
I would just go on
just fall and stand and go on.
But now you’ve left me
and I can’t go on
fallen down and can’t get up
can’t go on.
So sad, so bad
I feel the strain, the pain
soaking in the falling rain.
All I wanted, all I had
washed away in the falling rain
you’ve left me standing all alone
and I can’t go on.
I feel so lost
in a world that keeps rushing by
who will find me now?
Who will help me go on?
I would just go on
just fall and stand and go on.
But now you’ve left me
and I can’t go on
fallen down and can’t get up
can’t go on.
So sad, so bad
I feel the strain, the pain
soaking in the falling rain.
All I wanted, all I had
washed away in the falling rain
you’ve left me standing all alone
and I can’t go on.
I feel so lost
in a world that keeps rushing by
who will find me now?
Who will help me go on?
Illusion.
I am dreaming
you are here
or am I?
Are you near
to me...?
I feel a touch
upon my skin
is it you?
Or just the wind
playing...?
A soft whisper
in my ear
a word of love?
Did I hear
it right...?
you are here
or am I?
Are you near
to me...?
I feel a touch
upon my skin
is it you?
Or just the wind
playing...?
A soft whisper
in my ear
a word of love?
Did I hear
it right...?
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Political correctness is a doctrine, which is fostered by a delusional and illogical minority and rabidly promoted by an unscrupulous mainstream media, which holds forth the proposition that it is entirely possible to pick up a turd by the clean end.
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