Emotionless.

Hey there, how are you?
Are you doing fine
in this world so wide?
Are you walking in the streets
or do you feel the need to hide?
Are you glad just to be
do you think of all that was?
Do you feel regret
and have your sins come to pass?

I'm writing to you now
this here letter
but don't you worry
it's not to tell you
that I still hate you
no, it's not that
it's just to tell you
how I feel
and how we fell apart
how this fell apart.

Are you happy out here
in this great, wide world?
Are you satisfied
with the way it twirls?
Do you think about yourself
or do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down on your pillow
how do you sleep at night?
Do you not turn and toss
and swear and cry?
Do you even know
if we are all right?
If all this is all right?

It's been a long, hard road
without you by my side
faced the dangers all alone
and together we'd only just strife
how did you live through
all the nights we cried?
You broke your mother's heart
you broke your children for life.
It's not okay
but we're all right.

I remember the days
you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just long lost memories
of mine.
They once were true
they now just lies.
I spent so many years
learning to survive
but it worked out well
I do all right.

And now I'm writing just to let you know
I'm still alive.
Yes, I'm still alive.
And we're all right.

(Written together with my brother Christian)